Welcome to my little corner of the internet.

Hey there! I’m Pam. I’m a mom, wife, seeker, seer, dreamer, introvert (INFJ), a nature-magic-Spirit-paranormal junkie, a plants/cats/crystals lover, a complex human being, afraid of so many things, and so much more.

Writing a blog was the last thing I ever thought I would be doing.  I’m not really fond of putting myself out there, but ever since I embarked on this journey of mine, I felt an internal nudge to share it (Spirits idea of course!).  Though I quickly noticed that writing is very cathartic for me and I’ve been thoroughly enjoying the process of how free written expression has made me feel.  As Jeff Brown says, “…writing is a profound way to liberate our emotional holdings, to give voice to that which heals us, and to validate our right to exist.”

My writings are part self-expression and part mystical experiences.  This is my place to express my internal thoughts and feelings on spiritual and healing experiences.

All of my life I’ve had numerous mystical, supernatural, and paranormal experiences that have led me to where I am today, have saved my ass more than I can count, have left me utterly bewildered, and has lead to my lifelong interest in Spirit.

᯽ I follow my own path, letting my intuition and heart lead the way. ᯽

I share what I discover as I seek my inner truth, reclaim my sovereignty, and on finding myself and learning to love me there.  I share my story so I can heal through clarifying my personal narrative; and to show by example that living your truth sparks your inner magic. Because when you awaken to the truth of who you really are, magic happens.  I’m living proof.

Read about my story below

“It’s important that we share our experiences with other people. Your story will heal you and your story will heal somebody else. When you tell your story, you free yourself and give other people permission to acknowledge their own story.”

Iylana Vanzant

My Story

I was born and raised in Cleveland, Ohio.  My parents divorced when I was 5 and I lived in 2 different worlds throughout my childhood.  I am longtime married to my beloved and we have 3 children + 1 angel baby.  You can usually find me wandering around the forest or visiting this giant freshwater ocean we have called Lake Erie.  I go into nature as often as I can to connect, recharge, and heal.

Music moves my soul, I love adventure and exploration, and I’m obsessed with Disney (magic!).  I enjoy topics on philosophy, theology, psychology, parapsychology, mythology, archeology, mysticism, magick, and the occult, esoteric + metaphysical.  I’m on an endless search for the Truth.

I was born a Clairsentient Empath + Highly Sensitive Person (HSP) landing into a dysfunctional family.  My intuitive abilities developed very early on in life and I’ve slowly been on this transformative journey, awakening to who I really am within, through all the various life experiences including the supernatural, spiritual, and mystical.

Starting at a young age I noticed that sometimes I could predict situations, see and hear Spirits — feel, see, and sense energy — feel and sense the emotions of others, and recognized animism.

I’ve always been curiously drawn to all things mystical and enchanting eventually becoming engulfed in the paranormal.  With all of the many unusual supernatural things happening to me all the time I just had to go searching for the reason why! That’s what lead me to where I am today!  The mysterious Otherworld has always called to me as far back as I can remember.

In 2012 was when it really started to get my attention in much bigger ways and I couldn’t ignore the call any longer.  Once I devoted myself to this path, my spiritual journey took off, and I started to heal as I began the inner journey of going deep within to scrutinize and drag all my issues to the surface and deprogram all my bullshit.  This also gave me experience with the awakening process, along with helping me to develop my psychic and healing abilities even further.  I will always be a work in progress.

I have an interest in human behavior, neurosciences, ancient knowledge, and always dreamt of being an archeologist.  (Josh Gates has my dream life!)  In college I studied anthropology and psychology.  I am further expanding my esoteric knowledge through renowned paranormal investigator + psychic medium Michelle Belanger.  I am forever learning.

I live with an anxiety disorder: clinically diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder, and Agoraphobia.

I’m also a certified Avalon Priestess. I have deeply trained for three years, and continue, in the ways of Avalon through Sisters of the Mists.

I connect with the Divine through living in harmony with the cycles of nature.

In 2020, I became a walk-in soul through a soul infusion with my higher self through a near-death experience.

I have no current label for what I practice. I believe in all the gods + goddesses – and all spiritual beings – though I worship none. I believe in animism, energy, and magick. I celebrate every solstice and equinox, Beltane and Samhain, and I currently explore shamanism and druidry. Despite being raised in a religious household (recovering Catholic here!) my mother was the one who sparked my interest in the occult by teaching me how to strengthen my gifts through tarot, telekinesis, and telepathy. Plus, I loved reading all of her metaphysical books.

I believe in embracing our shadows as well as our light, along with embracing our humanity in order to embody our Divinity. We are closer to our soul the closer we get to our humanness. We’re here to be humans, not transcend it. Being human is what makes you Divine. Don’t let the light blind you.

Most importantly, I want to thank you for taking the time to read my blog and for following me on this soulful journey of mine. It truly means the world to me. ♡